2008年9月14日星期日

First Impression

It has been four days since I arrived in Japan, most of which was working hours, I don't even have a chance to see anything of the city except the commute route. On September 10th, I got up at 6:30 AM to catch the plane, we landed in Narita Airport and took a one hour train to Kawasaki, the city where the TOSMEC headquarter located. Then we went directly to the office with our baggages and started setup the environment. It was about 4:00 PM, and we didn't have lunch. First day was already making us feel the tension in the Japanese office, like the tight schedule of this project. We work 13 hours a day, 9am~10pm, it is said that the Japanese colleagues went home at about 1am, I don't know this for sure, but everyday we are the first to leave the office. They don't speak English, only the managers speak some lousy English, which I can barely understand. This is kind of a good thing, I don't need to talk to them. Our team leader has been here many times, he takes care of the communication part. 

The Japanese are very polite, careful and thrifty. They have many regulations about not to disturb the public and protect the environment in daily life, and they are good at following rules. Garbage must be categorized and each category should be disposed at one specific day in a week which I can't remember, quiet in the train or elevator, waiting in a line spontaneously at every possible scenario you can image, greeting each other when entering or leaving the office, sometimes the female colleagues bow to send their regards when you run into them in the office, this makes me nervous because I don't bow back. The PCs, printers and monitors in the lab are very old models, far behind the American office, even Shanghai office is better than here. They don't have a drinking-water machine, instead they use a small electric teapot which you may see in some motels in China, it is so small that need to refill frequently. Moreover, they don't provide free bag-tea, coffee, or anything, just hot water. Everything is about cost down. If you want to have some tea, bring you own.

We live in a motel about 15 min walking distance from the office, can not compare with the California Hotel, but at least better than my room in Shanghai. It has a air-conditioner, a TV which I only turned on once because all program spoke Japanese, a microwave oven, a cooking bench with electric heating, a table, a chair, a bed, a balcony, many cabinets and Internet access. The pillow is extremely uncomfortable so I have to sleep without it. They telephone here is expensive, not like the US, I can only be reached on the Internet.

Japanese food is delicious, tiny and expensive. Bentō is available at every convenient store and supermarket, charging from 400 Yen to 800 Yen, looks fancy and delicate, and tastes good. There are many small restaurants with variety of tastes nearby, I got my appetite back as soon as I see the luring pictures outside. The anorexia was cured but I have to restrain myself not to return all my "bloody-sweaty" money to Japanese.

After one day's heavy work, I go back to motel, exhausted but feels good, better than routine and meaningless days in Shanghai. To devote all to one thing, with no time or energy to consider anything else, it is an effective way to escape from the anxiety and depression of the real life, also, it is the best way the improve oneself and experience a joy of achievements. 

Life is hard, but not necessarily boring. It is all about trying something new.

2008年3月28日星期五

Once Upon a Time in America

I remember Hunter told me that the young Jenifer in this movie was astonishing and unbelievable beautiful when she made her first appearance, took his heart at the first glance. And I am pretty sure LaoCai was showing his truly and deepest admiration to the GREAT Robert De Niro when he recommended this to me. America is always the heaven for dreamers, it's good to have a place like this on our planet, we could have what we want if we try.

The three months adventure is still a dream to me, it's like a gift from god and couldn't be any better. I met with all kinds of amazing people from across the globe, Singapore, Malaysia, HongKong, Taiwan, India, Japan, Korea, Thailand, Switzerland, and of course the Americans. People here are so nice to each other that I couldn't help to like them, they have different backgrounds that provide different perspectives to the whole society, which make their united states strong, prosperous, and most important free! It represents the most highly developed human civilization, and attracts the most brilliant and creative people in the world to come together for a single reason: To lead the mankind to infinity, and beyond!

This precious memory is frozen and isolated in my brain, disconnected from others, because it is completely different from any of my former experience, and I can't take the chance to contaminate it. But from time to time, I recall it and relive it, only to feel its power and refill myself with energy, like having a spare heart pumping the blood in every vessel all over my body. The smell is still familiar when I breathed the free air at Stanford campus, the overwhelming remains the same when I set foot on the Golden Gate Bridge, the mother nature strikes me like yesterday with the lovely Black Bear, the giant Red Wood and the magnificent mountains and falls in the Yosemite Valley, the intelligence of human shocks me again and again by exploring in the Intel Museum, wandering at the Google Campus and passing by all these fairytale high-tech companies in the Sillicon Valley. Not to mention the Sun is shining and the Pacific keeps beating on the glorious California beach, can you just close you eyes and image what a life it was.

I have always been thinking about what I want, how do I want to live my life, until then I felt like I had an answer, at least for now. And I can also respond to Hunter's question a year ago, what will you be seven years from now. Young man, follow your heart, you have everything you need, a healthy body, a determined will, a scientific method and an open mind, nothing can stop you, the dream is coming true!